Oct 15 2008
My head feels currently like a thousand bees were whirring through it. It’s really difficult to concentrate on learning, but it has to be done. In a week, on Wednesday 22. October, I will have to pass my bachelor exam. Nevertheless the more I learn the more I have the feeling that I will fail. 
Nothing I should think of… that only makes life harder and nights much shorter. Also my stomach is getting worse at the moment. That’s something I hope that will disappear after all this stress, but I have less hope. It could be everything. I guess it’s a gastric ulcer and that is nothing that simply disappears.
At least I have now holidays for 5 days to concentrate again on learning and to prepare my presentations for the exam. I will also try to get some time away from all this stuff by wandering or maybe jogging (I am completely out of form).
I hope that I will get more time to create a new design for Dol-Guldur, Ankantoiel’s Diary and some other projects after the next week, but as far as I see it’s getting worse with stress in the future.
I really would like to say something else than “I told you it’s going to be easy. If you stay calm, you’ll pass in no time without all the hurry.” - but ultimately it all comes down to…I TOLD YOU SO!
congrats again, hope 2 see you and your healthy stomach again soon @ our campus
You were right
It wasn’t that difficult, nevertheless I am happy to have it behind. 